It's one of those things people say...
You can't move on until you' ve let go of the past.
Letting go is the easy part.
It's the moving on that's painful.
Yup it's so true...
Hari ini saya melihat hantu dari masa lalu saya. Hmm bukan wujud dia yg asli sih. Hanya orang yang benar-benar mirip dengan dia. Tapi itu saja sudah mampu membuat saya sesaat 'blank'. Dan membuat saya sadar kalau ternyata saya belum benar-benar move on. Iya bagian melepaskan memang mudah, tapi ketika sesuatu mengingatkan saya. Damn! Sungguh masih bisa ya dia mempengaruhi saya sedasyat itu. Ok, my heart ain't bleeding anymore but I still feel the pain. I think my heart still bruised, not 100% recovered.
Well now I think i'll just let my tears flow til its drained. At some points, I'll have to move on (again). Aaaaarrrggghhh I just realize, one of the most difficult task right now is not how to achieve this year target, but how to remove and throw you, my ghost from the past, away from my mind.
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